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ars poetica's avatar

"We are both of us some secret third thing". yes. yes.

despair is simple. Life: Life is myriad.

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kelly fay's avatar

thank you for your anger. i welcome it with love. i welcome it to be big and bold and daring. i welcome it to run out of your body. i let mine. i let mine break empty candle jars and heavy conch shells and flooring samples against stones in the backyard. anything that can absorb my force and be digested by the earth free of harm. if you don’t have a private outdoor space, perhaps a lot of abandoned concrete would suffice as a nice surface to mother your rage. i allow myself to scream full shriek no pillow. the neighbors have never called the cops. i’m thankful for that. i’ve also done this while driving on the highway. my eyes remain open and most people have music going so they don’t notice. i wouldn’t really mind if they did. i dig holes in the ground barehanded. the dirt beneath my fingers feels wild and open. the dirt understands me. the dirt drinks my tears with grace. i scribble and rage write on paper larger than my torso and then let it burn to ash in fire. the physical alchemy mirrors that which occurs inside of me. peace finds me here.

thank you also for the wise people of Santa Fe for honoring your delicious poetry and you sharing that with us. congratulations to you, sweet kristin. thank you also also for sharing this incredible artist’s work. i’m forever changed.

🌞🍄❤️‍🔥

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